marissippi

Well it's been over a year since my father passed on. I'm much better, a much stronger person. I didn't really want to update this place and the people that watch me about my battles through depression and all of that emotional crap because I want to focus on my art. I wanna focus on being active on deviant art and throwing out new shit, new designs, new everything. I may not know what is in store for me, but I am going to do my best!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bwq3eWlD2DU So I know I haven't been very active on here, but I have been working on six murals for my sister's clinic that are going to span across the walls. So very large. I have a few commissions and projects I need to pick back up, but I just wanted to just.. let go through a journal a bit of what I've been holding onto. Been going to counseling sessions, I have some real issues with sex and love and emotions and trust, like deep deep to my core til it hurts and I'm feeling ashamed. My father, who adopted me when I was 9, has leukemia again, and will be going to get a more invasive and risky procedure of